Thursday, June 30, 2011

stronger:)

i have become stronger by day stronger by night every minute is like another step to success. i havent dreampt about you for three days i havent talked to you since sunday im doing great proud of myself and thankful to have my friends helping me through this. i still think of you but when your in love with someone its kinda hard not to think about them when thats all you think about. yes i still love you but that will probable never go away. but i am doing my best to let you go live your life without me in it. you said this wasnt the end of us so i think about that daily and if you truly ment it i know you will be back. if you lied then i dont have anything to say to you other then glad your happy. are you and her perfect no your not perfect not one couple is perfect. but we think were with the perfect person. well i know i have been 100% honest with you and if you truly cared you would listen to both me and her and make your guess rather then assume that im the bad guy. its pretty bad when i have to get a number blocked and get a print off of my texts so that you can believe me. well once i give you this print off i would like a big huge IM SORRY. but as far as you know im doing great im smiling laughing and im the Olivia that no body has seen. im the Olivia that my family has missed and the Olivia i was born to be. thanks for waking her up and making her realize she was the perfect girl she was the one who you should have fallen for then you would still be mine. well she is back but my heart is slowly but surely coming home piece by piece its like putting back a 10,000,000 piece puzzel but it is gettting there. let me just tell you once school starts im going to talk to you again and if you accept me back i would like to hang out alot more like every day lol. but as of now im doing great...oh my gosh i have heard from tons of people that we were the perfect couple and that you will find your way back. well i tell them that he's happy and when he realizes i truly cared he will come home till them being nothing to him works for now. you know you meen the world to me with every touch smile kiss sound of your voice everything makes me feel like im riding cloud nine.. just find away back to the old Olivia because i will make your world 20x better i promise you that

P.S. I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE ELSE KNOWS COME HOME

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