Thankyou

Everyone says it's greener on the other side well in my world nothings green it's all black blurry and painful I have had a good 16 years of my life it's time for me to het some help going to start therapy get on meds and start turning my life around. I oh a huge thankyou for everyone who's been with me and Jo has helped me realize I'm not well anymore. But I oh the biggest thankyou to the love of my life Christopher James you have helped more then you know. U said u still cared that's the best way to help a girl like me. And u told me you needed to go until I'm healed your 100% right I need toget away from you I need to get my feeling to go away enough that I can endure him being gone. So therapy will help I'll be myself again I miss the old me that laughed at you that smiled to see your face the everything that I was before this took over me.. I'm going to be the old me I'm going to be a stronger me then I ever was thanks to you I can begin my long journey back to were I'm supposed to be. So thankyou for being by Myside thankyou for showing me a little bit of affection and thankyou for everything you have done for me. I'm the happiest knowing u left caring instead of leaving cause you Hated me. Chris when I'm better I'll come home goodbye for now

P.s I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!