I'm getting stronger just alittle bit stronger:) today was the first time in front of my whole family. They enjoyed having the old me back I enteracted with the family and laughed a smiled and they as well as me knew they were real nothing fake anymore. I have learned if a guy doesn't want me not to stress over it cause one day there will be a guy the falls head of heels for me and itll be true love. Yes I loved chris yes I wish he would give me a second chance but hey if he doesn't want me why waste my time. Chris I'll always love you but honey I'm not going to sit around lonely forever so realize I'm better before the 10th the day u promised you would give me one chance and everything will be fireworks amazing! If not and you break that promise then you just missed out on an amazing girl. Because I'm not like anyone else I'm me and not one damn girl in this world is like me! Yes I'm not perfect but hey what girl in this world is:) I'm perfect to someone and wether you see it or not I'm staying ME and never changing again! I am enjoying life everything is beautiful everything is a moment that you can never take back. So why waste my perfect life crying for you, well I'm not anymore I cried my last tear two weeks ago and honey I'm getting stronger every second of everyday. If any girls out there are suffering from heart break I know it's hard but you can make it and live happily again. Chris since you "still care for me" do me a favor and do what makes you happy because I learned that make yourself happy hen once your happy make others happy. Dont ever let you life fall apart because you turn into something your not and once you see that chris you will be yourself again well enjoy your life cause shoot I know I will be!!!
P.S I LOVE YOU STILL BUT iM done wasting time for you find it in yourself to see I'm not the bad girl
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