Today is a holiday the days which I will regret having. I exsperoanced this past year the the holidays are more special shared with someone you love. Well today I wished you were here sharing his holiday with me! But at the same time I don't I fell in love with a guy who was special who was kind who was unique and i fell for him because I knew he knew who he was! Well hearing from you recently I'm not so sure you even know who you are! The guy I fell for didn't do pot didn't act like nothing mattered to him loved everyone and dis liked the ones that didn't matter to him. Chris honey find that guy because if you don't your pushing away the real you! I love you enough still that I'll be here to push you back tO reality I just hope one day you will realize loosing your self is fast then staying true to the person you are! Chris I'm not asking to break uP with her or to love menand come back again I'm asking for you to find the true you! If you never wanna come back that's your choice if you want menout of your life for good your choice but I do know one thing and that one thing is I'm never going to stop loving you the things we shared the warmth it gave me I'm never gunna let that go ever! I just wanted to tell you hat even though I'm getting stronger you still make me weak and one days I just wanna cry but my tears will no longer be for the pain I'm in but for the happiness you gave me. I don't regret anything the only thing I have left to say to you is my life is ment for someone wether it's you or someone else I'm me and something will love that and thanks to you I can be who I want and not worry what others think. So chris live your life and if you want me back you have my number you have my email to know were I live put the effort into it and see what it gives ya.
P.S I lOVE YOU TILL MY EYES REST FOREVER!!!!!!!
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